ENOUGH

I HAVE NEVER LIKED QUARRELING WITH YOU COS TO ARGUE IS ALWAYS A LOSE-LOSE SITUATION. WHETHER EITHER ONE OF US THINKS WE'RE RIGHT...WE'RE LOSING EACH OTHER MORE AND MORE.
ITZ PAINFUL ENOUGH...HAS YOUR ATTITUDE CHANGED TOWARDS ME? ONLY YOU CAN ANSWER YOURSELF.DUN WANNA FIGHT NO MORE,DUN WANNA QUARREL NO MORE.
REGRETTED DELETING YOU FROM MY MSN CONTACT LIST. JUST FELT SO DEPRESSED AS TO WHY YOUR ATTITUDE TO ME WAS LIKE SO INDIFFERENT TOWARDS ME W/O CONSIDERING THAT YOU'RE ACTUALLY BUSY.
IM VERY SORRY.

DUN WORRY BE HAPPY

TODAY IS JUST LIKE ANY OTHER DAY
ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING OSO MY SUPERVISORS WILL CALL MY NAME. IVE GOT LIKE SO MANY THINGS TO DO SIAL. HAHAS...IM ERRAND MAN...U CAN BUY THE ACTION FIGURINE FROM THE TOY SHOP NEAR YOU (batteries not included). IM LIKE ASKED TO COLLECT PHOTOS FROM ALL MY COLLEAUGES,BFR COMPUTING, GO CAAS OFFICE AND FINANCE OFFICE AND FIX SOON TO BE TRAINED FIRST AIDER.
DUNNO Y MY SUPERVISOR FROWNED WHEN I CLEARED THE FOOD AFTER LUNCH AND THEY COMMENTED WITH SARCASM IN A FORM OF A QUESTION LIKE WHY DONT'T I WORK AS THE CLEANER IN THE CANTEEN.WHATS WRONG WITH HELPING THE CLEANER THROW THE DISPOSABLE PLATES AFTER OUR MEALS?

YAYS!!! FOUND BACK MY FAVOURITE DRUMSTICK LE!!! HAHS

INDEED FAMILARITY BREEDS CONTEMPT BUT I CHOOSE NOT TO CONFORM TO THAT THINKING COS I STILL BELIEVE FAMILARITY CAN LEAD TO GREATER INTIMACY.

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT

I TOTALLY CANNOT BELIEVE IT...CHERIE'S BROTHER WHO IS 8 YEARS OF AGE DEFEATED ME IN CHESS

LORD I OFFER MY LIFE

ALL THAT I AM
ALL THAT HAVE
I LAY THEM DOWN BEFORE YOU O LORD
ALL MY REGRETS, ALL MY ACCLAIMS
THE JOY AND THE PAIN
I'M MAKING THEM YOURS

CHORUS:
LORD I OFFER MY LIFE TO YOU
EVERYTHING IVE BEEN THRU
USE IT FOR UR GLORY
LORD I OFFER MY DAYS TO YOU
LIFTING MY PRAISE TO YOU
AS A PLEASING SACRIFICE
LORD I OFFER YOU MY LIFE


THINGS IN THE PAST
THINGS YET UNSEEN
WISHES AND DREAMS THAT ARE YET TO COME TRUE
ALL OF MY HOPES,ALL OF MY PLANS
MY HEART AND MY HANDS
ARE LIFTED TO YOU



THIS WAS THE SONG I COMMITED MY LIFE TO GOD AND HIS CALLING AT THE ALTER CALL WHEN I WAS 12 AT MY VERY FIRST YOUTH CAMP W/O MY PARENTS WITH ME AT MALACCA WHOSE SPEAKER THEN WAS PS CHRISTOPHER LONG RIGHT AFTER MY PSLE.AND I BELIEVE THAT ITZ GONNA COME TO PAST. AMEN


FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS!!!!

22/11/2004

COOL!!! WENT FOR 2ND SVC AS USUAL AND AFTER THAT WENT WITH ALVIN FAN TO MAC DONALDS TO EAT AND THAT’S WHERE THE FUN BEGINS. I FOUND OUT WHICH GROUP MY FRIEND WAS IN AND ALL THAT.THEN WENT TO JOIN ANNA, DILYS, JEAN, JANICE FAN, CHIANG XIANG,REBEKAH AND ALVIN FAN HIMSELF.
JOIN YOUTH SVC…MUCH OF WHAT WAS SAID ABOUT SACRIFICES, SOMEHOW I HAD THE CONCEPT IN ME ALREADY AND I TAUGHT TO MY FRIEND WHEN AHEM…HE NEEDED IT…WHEN WE SURRENDER TO GOD, WE SURRENDER EVERYTHING TO HIM. BUT MANY A TIME ME TEND TO COMPARTMENTALISE HIM INTO BEING THE LORD OF ONLY CERTAIN ASPECTS OF OUR LIVES AND NOT SOME. WE ONLY KNOW IT WHEN CONSEQUENCE COMES KNOCKING ON OUR DOOR THAT WE REALISE WE HAVENT SURRENDERED OUR WHOLE LIFE TO CHRIST BUT WE TOOK FOR GRANTED THAT HE’LL TAKE CARE OF EVERYTHING WHEN WE CHOSE TO HOLD BACK FROM GOD THOSE AREAS. THEN WE BLAME GOD.

PASSED TO CHERIE THE LOVE ACTUALLY VCD…HAHAS…SOMEMORE WANNA FIND OUT WHO IS IN HER GROUP AND HER LEADERS FOR THE CHURCH CAMP.


ANYWAYS MY PARENTS BOUGHT ME A NEW PAIR OF TRAINING GLOVES FROM THE STATES. ITZ TOTALLY COOL!!!

ANTI-CLIMAX

ONE THING I WONDER IS IF THERE ISNT ANYTHING WRONG….WHY DOES IT SEEM THAT URE TREATING ME SO DIFFERENTLY AS IN AS IF YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW ME IN FRONT OF OTHERS?AND WHY ARE YOU NOT TALKING TO ME AS WE USED TO? …YOU SEEMED SO FRUSTRATED TALKING TO ME…WHAT EXACTLY HAPPENED???
I WISH I CEASE TO EXIST SO THAT YOUR LIFE CAN BE HAPPIER.

I'll Stand By You - The Pretenders

Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'Cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
and you don't know what to do
Nothing you confess could make me love you less.

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So, if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well, I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
and don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'Cause even if you're wrong...

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
and I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you...

IZZIT TRUE ???

IS IT TRUE THAT :
MOST PEOPLE TEND TO LOOK FOR THEIR LIFE PARTNER THROUGH SOMETHING THEY SEE IN THEM WHICH THEY LACK IN THEMSELVES?
HMMMMM....


"When Love And Hate Collide"

You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind
Instead of slamming down the phone girl, for the hundredth time
I got your number on my wall, but I ain't gonna make that call
When divided we stand baby, united we fall

Got the time got a chance gonna make it
Got my hands on your heart gonna take it
All I know I can't fight this flame
You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind
Cause I'm crazy 'bout you baby, time after time

Without you
One night alone Is like a year without you baby
Do you have a heart of stone
Without you
Can't stop the hurt inside
When love and hate collide

I don't wanna fight no more, I don't know what we're fighting for
When we treat each other baby, like an act of war
I could tell a million lies and it would come as no surprise
When the truth is like a stranger, hits you right between the eyes

There's a time and a place and a reason
And I know I got a love to believe in
All I know got to win this time

[Repeat Chorus]

[SOLO]

You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind
Cause I'm crazy 'bout you baby...Crazy...Crazy

Without you
One night alone
Is like a year without you baby
Do you have a heart of stone
Without you
One night alone
Is like a year without you baby
If you have a heart at all
Without you
Can't stop the hurt inside
When love and hate collide

SADNESS ~ Fixing A Broken Heart

NEWS CAME TO MY EARS TODAY THAT AFTER APPLYING FOR MY LEAVE FOR THE CAMP THAT I EITHER HAVE TO TOTALLY NOT GO FOR THE CAMP, GO FOR THE CAMP AND FORFEIT A CERTAIN PERCENTAGE OF MY PAY OR CUT SHORT ON THE DURATION OF THE CAMP AND GO BACK EARLIER THAN EVERYBODY ELSE AS I HAVE TO ATTEND A FIRST AID COURSE CONDUCYED BY ST. JOHN'S.
ISN'T ST. JOHN THE ONE FROM THE BIBLE WHO WROTE ABOUT LOVE? WHY CANT THEY SHOW ME SOME OF IT AND LET ME ENJOY THE CAMP ENTIRELY? HAIZ...


There was nothing to say
The day she left
Just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I held a taxi in the rain
Looking for someplace to ease the pain

Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found you there

*CHORUS*
You really know where to start
Fixing my broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart

Oh yeah

Now I don't understand what I'm going through
There must be a plan that lead me to you
Because the hurt just disappears
In every moment that you are near
Yeah

Just like an answered prayer
You made the loneliness easy to bear

*CHORUS*
You really know where to start
Fixing my broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart

Soon the rain will stop falling baby
And I'll forget the past
Cause here we are at last

*CHORUS*
You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart

Fixing a broken heart

R & B

I love and I need you
Nelly, I love you, I do
Need you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I'm with my Boo
Boy, you know I'm crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I'm with my Boo
You know I'm crazy over you

Uh-uh-uh-uh
I met this chick and she just moved right up the block from me
And she got the hots for me, the finest thing I need to see
But oh, no, no, she got a man and a son, oh-oh, but that's okay
'Cause I wait for my cue and just listen, play my position
Like a shortstop, pick up e'rything mami hittin'
And in no time I better make this friend mine and that's for sure
'Cause I-I never been the type to break up a happy home
But there's something 'bout baby girl, I just can't leave her 'lone
So tell me, ma, what's it gonna be
She said, “You don't know what you mean to me,” come on

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I'm with my Boo
Boy, you know I'm crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I'm with my Boo
You know I'm crazy over you

Uh-uh-uh-uh
I see a lot in your look and I never say a word
I know how n****s start actin' trippin' , and hate up all the girls
And there's no way Nelly go for it
Ain't f***in' with no dame, as you could see
But I-I like your steeze, your style, your whole demeanor
The way you come through and holler, and swoop me in his two-seater
Now that's gangsta and I got special ways to thank ya, don't you forget it
But it ain't that easy for you to back up and leave him
But you and me we got ties for different reasons
I respect that and right before I turned to leave
She said, “You don't know what you mean to me,” come on

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I'm with my Boo
Boy, you know I'm crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I'm with my Boo
You know I'm crazy over you

Sing it for me, K

I love and I need you
Nelly, I love you, I do
And it's more than you'll ever know
Boy, it's for sure
You can always count on my love
Forever more, yeah, yeah

East coast, I know you're shakin' right
Down south, I know you're bouncin' right
West coast, I know you're walkin' right
('Cause you don't know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin' right

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I'm with my Boo
Boy, you know I'm crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I'm with my Boo
You know I'm crazy over you

East coast, I know you're shakin' right
Down south, I know you're bouncin' right
West coast, I know you're walkin' right
(You don't know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin' right

East coast, you're still shakin' right
Down south, I know you're bouncin' right
West coast, I know you're walkin' right
(You don't know what you mean to me)
Midwest, you're still swingin' right

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I'm with my Boo
Boy, you know I'm crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I'm with my Boo
You know I'm crazy over you

Yeah, yeah

East coast, I know you're shakin' right
Down south, I know you're bouncin' right
West coast, I know you're walkin' right
(You don't know what you mean to me)
Midwest, I see you swingin' right

East coast, you're still shakin' right
Down south, I know you're bouncin' right
West coast, I know you're walkin' right
(You don't know what you mean to me)
Midwest, you're still swingin' right

TRANSFORMERS!!! MORE THAN MEETS THE EYE

CAN'T WAIT FOR CHURCH CAMP DUDES!!!
AS WAD ARNOLD SCHWARZENEGGER SAID BEFORE TERMINATING HIMSELF IN 'TERMINATOR 2' HE SAID "I NEED A VACATION". HAHAS.
MY PLATOON SERGEANT IN BMT ALWAYS ASKS ME TO CITE FAMOUS ARNOLD SCHWARZENEGGER PHRASES DE.HAHAS
TODAY IS JUST LIKE ANY OTHER DAY AT THE RANCH.
I SHALL END THIS BEFORE MY DEPRESSION TURNS CONTAGIOUS.



Something evil's watching over you
Comin' from the sky above
And there's nothing you can do

Prepare to strike
There'll be no place to run
When your caught within the grip
Of the evil Unicron

Transformers
More than meets the eye
Transformers
Robots in Disguise

Strong enough to break the bravest heart
So we have to pull together
We can't stay worlds apart

To stand divided we will surely fall
Until our darkest hour
When the light will save us all

Transformers
More than meets the eye
Transformers
Robots in Disguise
Transformers

Autobots wage their Battle
To destroy the evil forces
Of the Decepticons

It's judgment day and now we've made our stand
And now the powers of darkness
Have been driven from our land

The Battle's over but the war has just begun
And this way it will remain til the day when all are one

Transformers
Transformers
Transformers
Transformers
More than meets the eye

STUCKED

IM LIKE STUCKED TO MY CHAIR THE WHOLE DAY IN FRONT OF THE COM LO.
SO CHATTING WITH ANYONE WHO COMES ONLINE. HAHAS.
PLAYED NAVAL COMMAND WITH CHERIE OSO.
DINNER IS PIZZA STOCKED UP BY MY MAMA BEFORE SHE LEFT WITH DADA TO THE STATES. LOVE MY FRIENDS SOOOO MUCH... HAHAS
IM CRAP MANZ...TOLD PAUL MY MAMA SENT THE PIZZA IN A PARCEL AND ALL I DID WAS ASK HIM TO PUT THEM INTO THE FRIDGE.

Ant And Dec - Stuck On You Lyrics Been a long time
But I gotta just say
Wanna tell you now
That I'm stuck this way
Been a long time
But I gotta just say
Wanna tell you now
That I'm stuck this way
Now listen to the words
That are comin' through
I got attention just for you
Pull the phone
Close the door
And I'll tell ya
What's long over do
Another day
Another night
Another reason
You'll find I sure do care
Like a dog
A dog on a lead
I'm gonna follow you everywhere
I will stay
I'm gonna love ya
Every step of the way
(like dog, a dog on a lead)
I will stay
I'm gonna love ya
Every step of the way
(I'm gonna beg now)
Nah nah nah nah nah
Hey-e-ay-e-yeah
Nah nah nah nah
You know I'm stuck on you
Nah nah nah nah nah
Hey-e-ay-e-yeah
Nah nah nah nah
You know I'm stuck on you
Com on girl
C'mon move closer
I gotta q! ! uench my thirst for you
Settle down
Poor the wine
And I'll let you feel what's comin throught...
A sumertime
A summer shine
A summer season
You know you're gonna really take me there
[Repeat to fade:
I will stay
I'm gonna love ya
Every step of the way
(like dog, a dog on a lead)
I will stay
I'm gonna love ya
Every step of the way
(I'm gonna beg now)

THE REASON

HOOBASTANK LYRICS - The Reason


I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I found a reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish I could take it all away
And me the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I found a reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I found a reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

EVENTFUL SUNDAY AFTERNOON

TODAY WAS GREAT!!! WENT OUT WITH JEFF LONG,PAUL,RACHEL FUN,SALLY TAN AND ELAINE CHUA TO PLAZA SINGAPURA. ACTUALLY WAS SUPPOSED TO WATCH "THE INCREDIBLES" DE BUT HOR THEATRE WAS LIKE PACKED UNLESS WE'RE WILLING TO TAKE THE FIRST ROW. LAST TIME I AND WINSTON SAT IN THE 2nd ROW TO WATCH THE 6th SENSE.HAHAHAS....YAHZ...NVM TAT...WE THEN SAT AT STARBUCKS AND PLAYED SCRABLE LO...HAHAS...I CONTRIBUTED SO MANY WORDS LO... COS WE PLAYED AS A TEAM WITH JEFF, PAUL WITH SALLY AND ELAINE WITH RACHEL.
WE DIDNT WIN BUT NEITHER DID WE LOSE.HAHAS...LATER HOR...WE WENT TO THE FOOD COURT TO MAKAN THEN I MET DARYL TAN,ANTHONY AND HIS BRO, WEE HEONG,REUBEN FOO AND CALEB LO.
HAHAS.TATZ ABT IT LE...
EEEEHHHH WAIT YA....TODAY 2nd SVC SERMON HOR HAHAS...PETER PREACHED AND MUCH OF IT DID SHARED RATHER SIMILARLY TO WAD I ALREADY DO KNOW LO ABT BUILDING A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD'S HOUSEHOLD.BUT THERE'RE STUFF HE TOT TAT I HAD TO GRASP COS I DUNNO EVERYTHING LO...HAHAS...

FIRST TIME

HAHAS...TODAY WAS THE FIRST TIME EVER TO ********* DRUM ROLL ************
EAT THE MAC DONALDS QUATER POUNDER.HAHAS GUESS TAT WAS NTH LO... I USED TO EAT LIKE 4 HAMBURGERS FOR A MEAL LO.
BUT THIS ONE IS BETTA AND TODAY WAS ALSO MY FIRST TIME TO *********** DRUM ROLL ******* TAKE THE LRT. HAHAS. WAS SO TIRED SIAL THE WHOLE DAY COS I HAVE BEEN SLEEPING NO EARLIER THAN 0200 EVERY MORNING AND WAKING UP AT 0800.
TODAY HOR...I MET ANNA HAN AT THE BUS STOP TO GO HOME FROM ROYAL RANGERS COINCIDENTALLY. AND TATZ ABT IT FOR AN INTERESTING DAY.
KAEZ...

IS THERE STILL FRIENDSHIP BETWEEN US?


Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
Can't believe the hopes he's granted
Means a chapter in your life is through
But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

CHORUS:
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say "Never"
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends

With the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you'll live in
Is the strength that now you show
But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

CHORUS





I WILL BE HERE FOR YOU


When you feel the sunlight
Fade into the cold night
Don't know where to turn
I don't know where to turn
And all the dreams you're dreaming
Seem to lose their meaning
Let me in your world
Baby, let me in your world
All you need is someone you can hold
Don't be sad, you're not alone
Chorus:
I will be here for you
Somewhere in the night
Somewhere in the night
I'll shine a light for you
Somewhere in the night
I'll be standing by
I will be here for you

In this world of strangers
Of cold and friendly faces
Someone you can trust
Oh there's someone you can trust
I will be your shelter
I'll give you my shoulder
Just reach out for my love
Reach out for my love
Call my name and my heart will hear
I will be there, there's nothing to fear

Chorus

HOLIDAY

SLEPT AT LIKE 0300 AM THIS MORNING AND WOKE UP AT ARD 10 BY MY DOG WAILING AND WHINNING COS SHE KINDA MISSES MY MAMA AS SHE IS RATHER ATTACHED TO HER. WAS ON THE COMPUTER FROM THE TIME I WOKE UP TILL ARD 1700 HRZ COS I WENT TO WATCH MOVIE WITH WINSTON. WE WATCH "TAXI"...HAHAS TRYING TO COPY THE FRENCH VERSION LO...HAHAS
ONLY THING WAS TAT IN THIS ONE THEY'RE USING A 'FORD' AND IN THE FRENCH ONE, THEY'RE USING PEUGEOT.YEAPZ
AND IN BETWEEN THE TIME I WOKE UP I LEFT FOR THE THE MOVIE.
SHIT HAPPENS!!!

IT WAS LIKE CRAP MANZ! I WANTED TO EAT PIZZA SO I TOOK THE PIZZA OUTTA THE FRIDGE TO THAW THE PIZZA AND PRE-HEAT THE OVEN AND WENT BACK TO THE COM. I CAME BACK INTO THE KITCHEN TO CHECK IF THE OVEN WAS READY ONLY TO SMELL SOMETHING FISHY. NOT THAT THE PIZZA WAS SEAFOOD THAT EMITTED THE SMELL. BUT I PRE-HEATED THE OVEN NOT NOTICING A PHOTO FRAME ON TOP OF THE OVEN AND IT MELTED.

BEE GEES LYRICS:


Holiday


Ooh you're a holiday , such a holiday
Ooh you're a holiday , such a holiday

It's something I thinks worthwhile
If the puppet makes you smile
If not then you're throwing stones
Throwing stones, throwing stones

Ooh it's a funny game
Don't believe that it's all the same
Can't think what I've just said
Put the soft pillow on my head

Millions of eys can see
Yet why am I so blind
When the someone else is me
It's unkind, it's unkind

de de de de de de de de de de de de de
de de de de de de de de de de de de de

Yet millions of eyes can see
Yet why am I so blind
When the someone else is me
It's unkind, it's unkind

Ooh you're a holiday , ev'ry day , such a holiday
Now it's my turn to say , and I say you're a holiday
It's something I thinks worthwhile
If the puppet makes you smile
If now then you're throwing stones
Throwing stones , throwing stones

de de de de de de de de de de de de de de

IF I AIN'T GOT YOU

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial



Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you


Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them

Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be?
With no one to share, with no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you



Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

FATS

I JUST REALISED HOW MUCH SATURATED FAT THERE IS IN A KFC CHICKEN...SCARED LE.
JUST CANT WAIT FOR THURSDAY AND NEXT MONDAY.HOLIDAYS!!!
IM SOOOO ENVIOUS OF SCH KIDS SIAL...SO MANY HOLS. I WANT I WANT!!! BUT DON'T HAVE : (
I AM GONNA HAVOC LE...PARENTS IN THE STATES AND BRO IN MALAYSIA. HOME ALONE!!!
WAS JUST THINKING "WHAT IF I JUST FORGET TO BRING MY HOUSE KEYS FOR ONE DAY?"

NEED TO SWIM LE...SO LONG NEVER EXERCISE LE...I ASKED THE OCCUPATIONAL THERAPIST IF I COULD GO SWIMMING AND SHE SAID YES.IVE GOTTA PREVENT FURTHER MUSCLE ATHROPHY.
WHEN I GET BACK TO THE GYM,ITS GONNA BE A HYPERTHROPHY PHRASE!!!
I ACTUALLY HAVE MORE INTEREST IN PHYSIOTHERAPHY AND REHABITATIVE SPORTS SCIENCE THAN IN THE TECHNICAL LINE...GOD'S WILL PERHAPS. PHYSIOTHERAPY REQUIRES 'A' LVLs TO GET INTO A DIPLOMA COURSE IN NANYANG POLYTECHNIC.
IM SOOOOO PROFICIENT IN THE AREA OF THE HUMAN ANATOMY (SPECIFICALLY: SKELETAL STRUCTURE AND MUSCLES), NUTRITION AND PHYSICAL TRAINING, SUPPLEMENTATION AS WELL.HEHEZ...STILL LOTS OF ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT THOUGH.

WITH ALL I AM

INTO YOUR HANDS I COMMIT AGAIN
WITH ALL I AM FOR YOU LORD
YOU HOLD MY WORLD IN THE PALM
OF YOUR HAND AND I AM YOURS FOREVER

CHORUS :
JESUS I BELIEVE IN YOU
JESUS I BELONG TO YOU
YOU'RE THE REASON THAT I LIVE
YOU'RE THE REASON THAT I SING

I'LL WALK WITH YOU WHEREVER YOU GO
THROUGH TEARS AND JOY
I'LL TRUST IN YOU
AND I'LL LIVE IN ALL OF YOUR WAYS
YOUR PROMISES FOREVER

I WILL WORSHIP
I WILL WORSHIP YOU

SUNDAY EVENING

STILL A STONE
A LIVING STONE
BUILT ON THE FOUNDATION OF WHICH IS CHRIST
THE CHIEF CORNERSTONE TO WHOM WE MUST KEEP OURSELVES IN ALIGNMENT TO.
THE VINE IN WHICH WE MUST REMAIN IN
OUR PARTNER WHO WALKS TOGETHER WITH US
OUR PURPOSE FOR LIVING
OUR FRIEND IN WHOM WE CONFIDE IN
OUR COUNSELLOR
JOHN 14:16,17
16 AND I WILL ASK THE FATHER,AND HE WILL GIVE YOU ANOTHER COUNSELLOR TO BE WITH YOU FOREVER- 17 THE SPIRIT OF TRUTH.THE WORLD CANNOT ACCEPT HIM,BECAUSE IT NEITHER SEES HIM OR KNOWS HIM.BUT YOU KNOW HIM,FOR HE LIVES WITH YOU AND WILL BE WITH YOU.

STONED

IM TOTALLY STONED LE...BEEN SLEEPING LIKE AROUND 0200 EVERY MORNING AND WAKING AT 0800. YES ITZ THE MINIMUM REQUIRED AMOUNT OF SLEEP NEEDED BY AN AVERAGE ADULT YET I STILL FEEL SO LETHARGIC THROUGHOUT THE DAY.AND TODAY...AS USUAL...

IS LOVE AN EMOTION WE FEEL FOR EACH OTHER WITH A TINGLING FEELING DOWN YOUR SPINE?
NO!!!
LOVE IS BEING PATIENT,KIND,DOES NOT BOAST,IT ISNT PROUD,IT ISNT RUDE, IT ISNT SELF SEEKING,IT IS NOT EASILY ANGERED,KEEPS NO RECORD OF WRONGS, DOES NOT NOT DELIGHT IN EVIL BUT REJOICES IN THE TRUTH,ALWAYS PROTECTS, ALWAYS TRUSTS,ALWAYS HOPES, ALWAYS PERSEVERES.LOVE NEVER FAILS.
(1 COR 13:4-8)

LOVE EDIFIES AND ENCOURAGES.

* THERES NO FEAR IN PERFECT LOVE (1 JHN 4:18)



GOD IS THE FOUNDATION OF EVERY RELATIONSHIP AND HEZ NOT A PASSIVE FOUNDATION BUT HE HOLD EACH AND EVERYONE OF US TOGETHER TO HIMSELF AND WE GROW IN HIM AND IN HIS LOVE.

STONING- 1 PETER 2:5
5 YOU ALSO,LIKE LIVING STONES,ARE BEING BUILT INTO A SPIRITUAL HOUSE TO BE A HOLY PRIESTHOOD, OFFERING SPIRITUAL SACRIFICES ACCEPTABLE TO GOD THROUGH JESUS CHRIST.

WE ARE ALREADY LIVING STONES!!!
AND AS MUCH AS CHRIST PREPARES TO BE HOLY AND WITHOUT BLEMISH.HE MATURES US THROUGH HIS LOVE OF WHICH WE ALREADY KNOW WAS THROUGH HIS DEATH ON THE CROSS BEING DEMOSTRATED.AND IN THAT SAME LOVE HE WANTS US TO GROW IN DEEPER IN INTIMACY WITH HIM
EVERYDAY.

ONLY HOPE

There's a song that's inside of my soul
it's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I’m awake in the infinite cold
but you sing to me over and over and over again

Chorus:
So I lay my head back down
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
when it feels like my dreams are so far
sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again

Chorus

I give you my destiny
I’m giving you all of me
I want your symphony
singing in all that I am
at the top of my lungs
I'm giving it back

Chorus:
So I lay my head back down
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope


~A WALK TO REMEMBER~

SOMEDAY WE'LL KNOW

Ninety miles outside Chicago
can't stop driving
I don't know why
so many questions
need an answer
two years later
you're still on my mind

Whatever happen to Amelia Earhart
who holds the stars up in the sky
is true love just once in a life time
did the captain of titanic cry

(chorus)
someday we'll know
if love can move a mountain
someday we'll know
why the sky is blue
someday we'll know
why I wasn't meant for you

Does anybody know the way to Atlantis
or what the wind says when she cries
I'm speeding by the place that i met you
for the ninety-seventh time... tonight

(chorus)

someday we'll know
why Sampson loved Deliah
one day I'll go
dancing on the moon
someday you'll know
that I was the one for you
(yeah yeah yeah yeah)

I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
I watched the stars crash in the sea
if I could ask god just one question
why aren't you here with me... tonight

(chorus)


~A WALK TO REMEMBER~

LISTENING TO ' YI FU ZHI MING' - JAY CHOU

DAMN IM LOOKING GOOD!!! I JUST CUT MY HAIR THEN HOR WENT NTUC WITH MUM AND I GOT CHOC TOFFEE ICE CREAM...TOK ABT GOOD DIETING HABITS...ITZ ALL GONE RITE OUTTA THE WINDOW THE DAY I FRACTURED MY HAND. JUZ ANOTHER BORING DAY BUT AT LEAST BETTER THAN STAYING AT HOME WHEN I WAS ON MC FOR APPROXIMATELY 7 WEEKS.
ACTUALLY I DUN REALLY UNDERSTAND THE SONG MENTIONED ABOVE BUT I JUST LIKE IT FROM THE 1st TIME I HEARD IT IN ARMY *NOSTALGIC*REMINISCENT*RETROSPECTIVE*
CHOOSE A APPROPRIATE WORD.HAHAS


Wei liang de chen lou
Zhan shi hei li fu shi ban lu you wu fu zai di su
Wu nai de jue wu zhi neng geng can ku yi qie dou wei le tong wang sheng
Tang de lu
Chui bu san de wu yin mei le yi tu shei qing rou duo bu ting zhu
Huan lai bu ji ku chuan guo de zi dan jiu dai zou wen du

Wo men mei ge ren dou you zui fan zhao bu tong de zui wo neng jue ding
Shei dui shei you gai yao shen shui
Zheng lun bu neng jie jue zai yong wu zhi jing de ye
Guan diao ni de zui wei yi de en hui
Dang zai qian mian de ren dou you zui hou hui ye wu lu ke tui yi fu zhi
Ming pan jue
Na gan jue mei you gua he zi jiu xiang bian xiao bian diao lei ning shi
Zhao wan quan de hei
Zu dang bei ju man yan de bei ju hui rang wo shen zui

Di tou qin wen wo de zuo shou huan qu bei kuan shu de cheng nuo
Lao jiu guan feng qin zai jiao luo yi zhi yi zhi yi zhi ban zou
Hei se lian mu bei feng chui dong yang guang wu yan de chuan tou sa xiang
Na qun bei wo xun fu hou de shou
Chen mo de han jiao chen mo de han jiao gu dan kai shi fa xiao bu ting
Dui zhao wo chao xiao hui yi zhu jian yan shao
Ceng jing chun zhen de hua mian can ren de wen rou chu xian cui ruo shi
Jian dao wo men yi qi lai dao gao

Ren ci de fu wo yi zhui ru kan bu jian zui de guo du qing yuan liang
Wo de zi fu (a ya ya check it check it a ya)
Mei ren neng shuo mei ren ke shuo hao nan cheng shou rong yao de bei
Hou ke zhao yi dao gu du (a ya ya check it check it a ya)
Bi shang shuang yan wo you kan jian dang nian na meng de hua mian tian
Kong shi meng meng de wu (a ya ya check it check it a ya)
Fu qin qian zhao wo de shuang shou qing qing zou guo qing chen na an
An jing jing de shi ban lu (a ya ya check it check it a ya)

Na ban bo de jia hui wo ca shi le yi ye gu du de guang hui wo cai dong
De gan jue
Zhu guang bu bu ting de yao huang mao tou ying zai chuang ling shang
Dui zhao yuan fang tiao wang
Tong xiang da ting de chang lang yi yang shuo bu chu de cang sang
Mei you xuan xiao zhi you zhu jing wei rao wo man man shui zhao tian
Gang gang po xiao

Fallin - Alicia Keys

I keep on fallin'
In and out of love
With you
Sometimes I love ya
Sometimes u make me blue
Sometimes I feel good
At times I feel used
Lovin you darlin'
Makes me so confused

I keep on
Fallin'
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you

Verse 2
Oh, oh , I never felt this way
How do you give me so much pleasure
And cause me so much pain
Just when I think
Ive taken more than would a fool
I start fallin' back in love with you

I keep on
Fallin'
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you

Bridge
Oh baby
I, I, I, I'm fallin'
I, I, I, I'm fallin'
Fall

I keep on
Fallin'
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you

Im fallin'
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you

Im fallin'
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you

With You All The Time

I live beneath the heart
I watch you from the dark
I'm every breath I'm every dream
I've known you forever
I've followed you everywhere
I'm every scar I'm who you are
when you think you're alone
when you cry cos someone's unfair
you can rest assured I'm always there

even when you feel like you don't belong
even when you fall and it all goes wrong
you know that I'm with you
that I'm with you all the time

say a little prayer for the restless heart
we shall never ever drift apart
know that I'm with you
know that I'm with you
with you all the time

I'm walking round the room
I'm laughing when you smile
and when you cry I cry too
I made you a promise
that I shall forever be
you're on your own but not alone
when you're down and you're rife
and the world tells you no-one cares
you can rest assured im always there

even when you feel like you dont belong
even when you fall and it all goes wrong
you know that I'm with you
that I'm with you all the time

say a little prayer for the restless heart
we shall never ever drift apart
know that I'm with you
know that I'm with you
with you all the time

save a little love for me
you'll see
save a little love for me
you'll see
save a little love for me
you'll see
and you'll see

even when you feel like you dont belong
even when you fall and it all goes wrong
you know that I'm with you
that I'm with you all the time

say a little prayer for the restless heart
we shall never ever drift apar
know that I'm with you
know that I'm with you
with you all the time

you know that I'm with you
that I'm with you all the time

say a little prayer for the restless heart
we shall never ever drift apart
know that im with you
know that im with you
with you all the time

MY JESUS I LOVE THEE

My Jesus, I love Thee, I know Thou art mine;
For Thee all the follies of sin I resign.
My gracious Redeemer, my Savior art Thou;
If ever I loved Thee, my Jesus, 'tis now.

I love Thee because Thou has first loved me,
And purchased my pardon on Calvary's tree.
I love Thee for wearing the thorns on Thy brow;
If ever I loved Thee, my Jesus, 'tis now.

In mansions of glory and endless delight,
I'll ever adore Thee in heaven so bright;
I'll sing with the glittering crown on my brow;
If ever I loved Thee, my Jesus, 'tis now

IF URE NOT THE ONE

TODAY IS WAD I WOULD SAY JUZ LIKE ANY OTHER DAY. PAPERWORK PAPERWORK PAPERWORK!!! COMPUTER AT WORK AND COMPUTER AT HOME. PPL WHO USES THE COMPUTER ALOT WILL A TENDENCY TO GET CARPAL TUNNEL SYNDROME.

PHILIPPIANS 4:6-8
6 DO NOT BE ANXIOUS ABOUT ANYTHING,BUT IN EVERYTHING,BY PRAYER AND PETITION,WITH THANKSGIVING,PRESENT YOUR REQUESTS TO GOD, 7 AND THE PEACE OF GOD,WHICH TRANSCENDS ALL UNDERSTANDING WILL GUARD YOUR HEARTS AND YOUR MINDS IN CHRIST JESUS.
8 FINALLY,BROTHERS,WHATEVER IS TRUE,WHATEVER IS NOBLE,WHATEVER IS RIGHT,WHATEVER IS PURE,WHATEVER IS LOVELY,WHATEVER IS ADMIRABLE-IF ANYTHING IS EXCELLENT OR PRAISEWORTHY-THINK ABOUT SUCH THINGS.


"If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all


I never know what the future brings
but I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
and I hope you are the one I share my life with


I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?


If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do i dream of you as my wife?


I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life


I don't wanna run away but I can't take it , I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?


'Cause I miss you body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side


I don't wanna run away but I can't take it,
I dont understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way I can stay in your arms?"



eh...Paul actually likes to use the word WHATEVER!!! guess tatz where it originated and evolved into WADEVA!!! juz kidding

IF THE WORDS DON'T COME MY WAY, I HOPE U STILL KNOW WHAT MY HEART WANTS TO SAY

TODAY IM REALLY SICK!!! IN FACT EVERYBODY SEEMS TO BE SICK.MY NOSE KEPT RUNNING THE 100 M DASH.SNEEZING AND COUGHING...HAIZ...I WANT TO GO BACK TO TRAINING WEIGHTS COS EXERCISE BUILDS UP MY IMMUNE SYSTEM. TALK ABOUT SNEEZING, IS SOMEBODY THINK OF ME OR WAD? HAHAS SUCH DEEP A THOUGHT THE PERSON HAD.
PARANOIA OR COINCIDENCE?

YOUR EXAMS IS AS IMPORTANT TO YOU AS IT IS TO ME COS IM INTERESTED IN YOUR LIFE.

where oh where

Oh where, oh where can my baby be,
The Lord took her away from me.
She's gone to heaven so I've got to be good,
So I can see my baby when I leave this world.

We were out on a date, in my daddy's car,
We hadn't driven very far,
There in the road, straight up ahead,
A car was stalled, the engine was dead.

I couldn't stop, so I swerved to the right,
I'll never forget the sound that night.
The screamin' tires, the bustin' glass,
The painful scream that I heard last...

Chorus

When I woke up, the rain was pouring down,
There were people standin' all around.
Something warm going through my eyes,
But somehow I found my baby that night.

I lifted her head, she looked at me and said
"Hold me darlin' just a little while."
I held her close, I kissed her our last kiss,
I found the love that I knew I had missed.

Well now she's gone, even though I hold her tight,
I lost my love, my life that night.

Chorus

Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh...