22/11/2004

COOL!!! WENT FOR 2ND SVC AS USUAL AND AFTER THAT WENT WITH ALVIN FAN TO MAC DONALDS TO EAT AND THAT’S WHERE THE FUN BEGINS. I FOUND OUT WHICH GROUP MY FRIEND WAS IN AND ALL THAT.THEN WENT TO JOIN ANNA, DILYS, JEAN, JANICE FAN, CHIANG XIANG,REBEKAH AND ALVIN FAN HIMSELF.
JOIN YOUTH SVC…MUCH OF WHAT WAS SAID ABOUT SACRIFICES, SOMEHOW I HAD THE CONCEPT IN ME ALREADY AND I TAUGHT TO MY FRIEND WHEN AHEM…HE NEEDED IT…WHEN WE SURRENDER TO GOD, WE SURRENDER EVERYTHING TO HIM. BUT MANY A TIME ME TEND TO COMPARTMENTALISE HIM INTO BEING THE LORD OF ONLY CERTAIN ASPECTS OF OUR LIVES AND NOT SOME. WE ONLY KNOW IT WHEN CONSEQUENCE COMES KNOCKING ON OUR DOOR THAT WE REALISE WE HAVENT SURRENDERED OUR WHOLE LIFE TO CHRIST BUT WE TOOK FOR GRANTED THAT HE’LL TAKE CARE OF EVERYTHING WHEN WE CHOSE TO HOLD BACK FROM GOD THOSE AREAS. THEN WE BLAME GOD.

PASSED TO CHERIE THE LOVE ACTUALLY VCD…HAHAS…SOMEMORE WANNA FIND OUT WHO IS IN HER GROUP AND HER LEADERS FOR THE CHURCH CAMP.


ANYWAYS MY PARENTS BOUGHT ME A NEW PAIR OF TRAINING GLOVES FROM THE STATES. ITZ TOTALLY COOL!!!

ANTI-CLIMAX

ONE THING I WONDER IS IF THERE ISNT ANYTHING WRONG….WHY DOES IT SEEM THAT URE TREATING ME SO DIFFERENTLY AS IN AS IF YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW ME IN FRONT OF OTHERS?AND WHY ARE YOU NOT TALKING TO ME AS WE USED TO? …YOU SEEMED SO FRUSTRATED TALKING TO ME…WHAT EXACTLY HAPPENED???
I WISH I CEASE TO EXIST SO THAT YOUR LIFE CAN BE HAPPIER.