WE ARE ANOINTED

WOW!!! I WAS SURPRISED LAST NIGHT WHEN REV BENNY HINN CALLED ME UP ONTO THE STAGE JUST AS THE RALLY WAS ABOUT TO END. "SON,I SEE GOD'S ANOINTING ON YOUR LIFE,AN ANOINTING OF EVANGELISM AND YOU WILL SPEAK TO THOUSANDS"...THEN HE ASKED "BY THE WAY ARE YOU MARRIED?DO YOU HAVE A GIRL IN YOUR LIFE IN WHICH YOU HAVE A EMOTIONAL ATTACHMENT TO...I SENSE AN EMOTIONAL BAGGAGE THAT YOU HAVE TO LET GO OF IN ORDER THAT GOD RELEASES HIS ANOINTING AND THAT YOUR ANOINTING WILL BE GREATER THAN THAT OF YOUR FATHER'S" THEN HE ALREADY CALLED BOTH MY PARENTS UP THE STAGE AS WELL.

I TAKE PROPHECIES WITH SOBER JUDGEMENT...I NEVER SAW MYSELF AS AN EVENGELIST, MY GIFTING WAS IN BUILDING UP PEOPLE THROUGH MY WRITTINGS FROM MY LISTENING TO GOD'S VOICE BUT EVANGELISTIC ANOINTING???!!! HELLO! WELL WHO KNOWS WHAT GOD CAN DO? WE DO NOT HAVE ANYTHING LO.OUR GIFTS AND TALENTS ARE GOD GIVEN AND THEY MUST NOT HINDER WHAT CAN DO THROUGH US FURTHER. GIFTS AREN'T GIVEN JUST ONCE AND THEY CAN BE GIVEN TO US TO SUIT GOD'S SOVEREIGN WILL FOR US AT THE PARTICULAR POINT OF TIME BUT WE HAVE TO REMAIN MOLDABLE TO GOD THROUGH AN UNWAVERING FOCUS ON HIM AND THE PRECURSOR OF THAT IS THE TAKING UP OF OUR CROSSES AND IN THAT DYING TO OUSELVES.

HMMMM...OKAY...A GIRL IN MY LIFE THAT INVOLVES EMOTIONAL BAGGAGE HUH?
THIS IS IN FACT VERY INTERESTING...IF IT IS THE GIRL IM THINKING IT IS...THEN WHY DOES GOD ALLOW US TO RECONCILIATE SO MANY TIMES WHEN THERE WERE SO MANY A TIME WE COULD HAVE BROKEN UP ALTOGETHER? SHE ISNT MY GIRLFRIEND EVEN SO,BUT SUCH A COMPLICATED WHAT I WOULD CALL INFACTUATION BASED FRIENDSHIP...BUT I ALWAYS ASK GOD TO BE OUR MEDIATOR AND INTERCEDE INTO OUR FRIENDSHIP LO...AND HE ALWAYS ASKS ME TO LOVE HER SOMEMORE... WHY???!!!
OUR GOD IS A GOD OF RECONCILIATION AND GOD IS LOVE OF WHOM DRAWS US TO HIMSELF AND US TO EACH OTHER.I THOUGHT I HAD THIS INFACTUATION THING ALL FIXED GOOD BUT I REALISED THAT IT WAS REPRESSED AND I GOT JEALOUS. LOVE DOES NOT GET JEALOUS... GOD WANTS ME TO LOVE HER! BUT JUST LIKE I WOULD TO ANY OF MY FRIENDS, IT WAS SAID BECAUSE THERE WERE TIMES IT WAS SO DIFFICULT TO LOVE HER AND MY PERCEPTION OF LOVE WAS WRONG THEN AND IM STILL DEALING WITH IT. AND IT IS WITH THE EYES OF CHRIST AND OF HIS LOVE I SHOULD LOVE HER WITH JUST AS IT WOULD ANY OF MY FRIENDS.