HUH??? DON'T YOU KNOW, DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND?

CGIS- CUTE GAL/GUY INFACTUATION SYNDROME WAS SOMETHING I MADE UP BUT I SOMEWHAT BELIEVE THAT IT IS VERY MUCH SELF-SUBSTANTIATED TODAY AND MIGHT BE ONE DAY BECOME AN OFFICIAL TERM IN SOCIOLOGY...HAHAHAS... WELL JUST BEWARE THE AFTERMATH IN HAVING TO TASTE THE AFTER-TASTE IN AN INFACTUATION BASED RELATIONSHIP WHERE YOU TWO OF YOU OR EITHER ONE WANTS OUT BUT FEELS AN OBLIGATION TO THE OTHER AND JUST CAN'T BREAK THE EMOTIONAL TIE. COMMITMENT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN FRIENDSHIP...FIRSTLY,IT ENCOMPASSES OUR RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD WHICH IS AS I AGAIN STRESS UPON AS THE FOUNDATION OF ALL OTHER RELATIONSHIPS WE HAVE. COMMITMENT I AS THOUGHT IN A WARPED PERSPECTIVE AS POSESSIVENESS BUT NO!!! COMMITMENT IS A MUTUAL AGREEMENT IN THE DEVELOPMENT OF THE RELATIONSHIP/FRIENDSHIP INTO GREATER INTIMACY BUT WITHIN BOUNDARIES FROM OUR CONSCIENCE OF WHOM MUST BE GUARDED BY AND A MUST BE GIVEN A SENSITIVITY AND OBEDIENCE TO THE HOLY SPIRIT. BUT THEN AGAIN OUR HEARTS TENDS GIVE RISE TO THE IDEA THAT NON-CHRISTIANS SEEM TO SOMETIMES HAVE HAPPIER MARRIAGES SO DOES GOD REALLY HAVE TO BE IN OUR RELATIONSHIPS?GOD IS LOVE AND SINCE NON-CHRISTIANS IMPLIES THEIR DISBELIEF IN GOD,WHERE THEN DOES THE LOVE COME FROM? WELL IN "MEN ARE FROM MARS AND WOMEN ARE FROM VENUS", A SECULAR BOOK ABOUT UNDERSTANDING THE OPPOSITE SEX STATES AND STRESSES PRIMARILY ON THE ACCEPTANCE OF EACH OTHER'S DIFFERENCES.HMMM... ISNT THAT AN ADOPTED BIBLICAL PRINCIPLE? IT DOESNT END THERE AT JUST AN ACCEPTANCE OF EACH OTHER BUT A COMMITMENT AND LOVE,WITH THE PERFECT LOVE OF GOD THAT DRIVES OUT ALL FEAR,FEAR THAT OUR HEARTS WILL ONE DAY GO COLD AS THE "ACCEPTANCE" NOW IS BUT MERELY SWEEPING THE OTHER'S WRONGS UNDER THE CARPET WHICH WILL SURFACE IN THE LIGHT OF GOD AND FACADES REVEALED AND WHEN FRIENDSHIP IS TREATED VERY MUCH WITH DISDAIN,
RESENTMENT AND HATRED SETS IN.


29th JAN- I WAS OFFICIATED AS LIEUTENANT COMMANDER IN ROYAL RANGERS.
THIS IS A PERIOD BY WHICH GOD WANTS ME TO FOCUS ON LOVING HIM AND SERVING HIM. TO DEPEND ON HIM FOR STRENGTH AND WISDOM. DUE TO MY INCONSISTENT ATTENDENCE DURING MY NATIONAL SERVICE,IT WAS HELD FROM ME FOR SUCH A TIME AS THIS THAT THROUGH EMOTIONAL HURTS IN MY FRIENDSHIP HAD TAKEN A TOLL ON ME THAT WHEN I HAD RISEN OVER THE CIRCUMSTANCE, GOD GAVE THE RESPONSIBILITY OF LOOKING AFTER DISCOVERY RANGERS.
IVE SEEN A NUMBER OF THEM GROWING UP AND THEY'RE PHYSICALLY COMPETENT AND GROWING STEADILY SPIRITUALLY.IT BRINGS PURE JOY TO SPEND TIME TALKING WITH THEM NOW. NOT TO DIGRESS, YES! I FELT AN EXTREME HATE AND RESENTMENT TO TOWARDS MY FRIEND, EVEN THOUGH NOW WE'RE STILL FRIENDS AFTER THE INCIDENT WHENCE SHE TOLD ME "I THINK WE SHOULD STOP BEING FRIENDS",I NOW FEEL VERY MUCH TO END IT ALL MYSELF BUT THE STILL SMALL VOICE TELLS ME HE RECONCILED US, TO ACT OUT ON MY OWN PREROGATIVE WOULD BE ACTING OUT OF GOD'S WILL, HE SAYS LOVE HER WITH HIS PERFECT LOVE... A THORN IN MY FLESH YET GOD'S GRACE IS SUFFICIENT. HER NO. AN EYESORE IN MY HANDPHONE PHONEBOOK AS SOMEHOW ALL THE CONVERSATIONS WE HAD A HEARTACHE NOW BUT THEN JOY UNSPEAKABLE.
BUT TO FOCUS ON CHRIST AND COMMUNION WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT IS THAT WHICH NOW COMFORTS AND FILLS MY HEART WITH PURE JOY.

2. CONSIDER IT PURE JOY, MY BROTHERS, WHENEVER YOU FACE TRIALS OF MANY KINDS, 3.BECAUSE YOU KNOW THAT THE TESTING OF YOUR FAITH DEVELOPS PERSEVERANCE 4. PERSEVERANCE MUST FINISH ITS WORK SO THAT YOU MAY MATURE AND COMPLETE, NOT LACKING ANYTHING (JAMES 1:2-4)